[Dick regards him for another long moment, still not sure, before nodding solemnly and starting to walk again.] I still don't want to make those mistakes. I mean, I'm not angry with any of you for telling me about the future, and you wouldn't have been able to keep it a secret forever, but I feel like I've got no control over what happens. I have all this information, but I won't be able to use any of it. I could leave the Barge tomorrow, come back and be a totally different person.