[Listening to Dick, David's uncomfortably reminded of the chat he listened in on between Rachel and her sister Jordan, the one where she tried to comfort Jordan after Saddler went into the PICU. Not because of the words themselves, but because it's all too easy to imagine Dick one day finding out what he did that day. He keeps all that off this face, though.] Yeah, but there at least it makes some kind of sense. Here, nothing makes sense. We can die and come back. So if the Admiral has that kind of power, why can't he just keep people from leaving? It's stupid.

[He knows he sounds petulant, perhaps even a little childish, but it's also how he feels.]