[The truth of the matter is that very few people will ever know that Dean actually has as much self control as he does; he had pointedly, deliberately decided he wasn't going to murder the asshole in his sleep because Sam is so much more important than taking out some hellspawn doppelganger. He'd had to completely ignore Blake's existence and everything about him to do it, but he had.

Just as much, though, he still really, really wishes the Comedian would've given him even half an excuse to fill him with lead and toss the body in Zero for revival, back when almost no one would've blamed him.

Now, the hunter pulls a face, tries not to let the serious look Dick is giving him kill the small smirk he's managed to pull up.]

You can see why I didn't say anything before. I don't...

Buffy's the only other one who knows, now. She saw a picture. And of course, he's gone, but...

I get it.