[Dick smiled sheepishly at the look. He really should probably try to keep his space cleaner, but... he'd always been messy. Still, it was nice of her to try straightening up after him, and as weird as it was, she was kind of reminding him of Alfred with the cleaning and that look, so after a moment of trying to figure out how to explain it, he started talking. He'd already told Costigan about part of it, but he'd never really talked to anyone about this part before. He wasn't even sure if Tim knew about it, which was probably something they'd have to talk about now that Mask was around.]

I sort of... went through a self destructive period for a while a year or so ago. That was sort of part of it.