I just don't really have time for it, back home. Plus I've kind of had problems sleeping since I was a kid, so busy schedule, plus general insomnia... There you go. Not really something I spend a lot of time doing, usually.
[And he still kept weird hours, even if he didn't really have anything specific to be doing at four in the morning on the Barge. Probably just out of habit - because he'd been doing this since he was a kid - but at the same time, it felt weird being able to get this much.
And, as stupid as it sounded, if he wasn't exhausted when he went to sleep, he did have nightmares more often then not about a variety of things. Lately they'd been a little focused on not being able to save Costigan in time when he'd sliced himself up in the bathroom, but there were general stress dreams left over from home too. Training with Steph until the small hours of the night had been helping get them under control, but it was still unpleasant.]
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[And he still kept weird hours, even if he didn't really have anything specific to be doing at four in the morning on the Barge. Probably just out of habit - because he'd been doing this since he was a kid - but at the same time, it felt weird being able to get this much.
And, as stupid as it sounded, if he wasn't exhausted when he went to sleep, he did have nightmares more often then not about a variety of things. Lately they'd been a little focused on not being able to save Costigan in time when he'd sliced himself up in the bathroom, but there were general stress dreams left over from home too. Training with Steph until the small hours of the night had been helping get them under control, but it was still unpleasant.]