batmanschmatman | 016 [audio]

So, don't get me wrong, I appreciate that there hasn't been much mass murder and mayhem since we got back from port. Aside from all this politics stuff that I'm not getting into - by personal choice, I trust the rest of you who are actually more involved with the situation to be able to sort it out - I think it's pretty safe to say things have been pretty quiet, all things considered.

And that's fine. Seriously, I'm definitely not complaining about the apparent lack of horrible crisis situations with dozens of people dying or anything like that. Heck, I've even been kind of enjoying having some time to take it easy, I guess.

But it's the excessive down time I really can't figure out what to do with. I mean, sure, it's nice to have some time to relax and hang out in CES or watch movies or whatever, but I'm used to always having something to do with myself. And I don't just mean helping out an inmate or something, like a tangible case or something to work on. People to interview, places to stake out, paper work to file... I was basically living from one difficult case or catastrophe to the next, and without that everything's felt kind of... weird, these last couple days. I guess somewhere between being a cop and coming here I forgot how to just be used to having some free time to kill.

Anyone got any suggestions on how to cope until the next catastrophe?

[Private to Steph]

Sorry I skipped out on lessons without warning you about it. You up for some more practice later tonight?

[Private to Hayley]

This doesn't change anything.

[ooc: So this is an audio because Dick broke his nose. And it's sort of a funny/embarrassing story, the bruises are still really colorful/noticeable, and therefore no video for you, Barge. Infirmary folk would know it happened twoish days ago in CES while sparring with Costigan, who broke/fractured one of his ribs. IT WAS AN ACCIDENT. :| ]

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Seriously?

[This is a RED FLAG in Batworld. :|a]

Sometimes, yeah. Sometimes it's just better than talking. Sometimes I just like the fuckin' pain and blood. Keeps shit real.

[Pause.] I've been talkin' to John.

Which John?

The inmate? I don't fuckin' know his last name.

What have you been talking about?

God, sin.

That's... super specific.

You want to see the fucking talk?

No, I was just curious.

That's what we talked about, guy. My sins, God, and atonement.

Did you find out anything interesting?

I told him I'd get back to him. I wanted to talk to you first.

Okay, so... What do you want to talk about?

I don't... I don't know. He's a fuckin' radical is all. I think. I don't fuckin' know.

You know what? Never mind.

What do you mean, he's a radical?

I don't fuckin' know. I just mean he's a little intense about his beliefs.

Like, really literal interpretations of the Bible?

Yeah, I guess. Maybe.

You're gonna have to help me out, Costigan, I'm not as up on my religious credo as I could be.

I don't know, guy. I have a bad feeling about him, but I need the shit he's saying. He's right about the pain and the lust and all of it.

If you've got a bad feeling, I'd listen to it. Is there anyone else you can talk to about this sort of thing? What about Howie?

Howie's not a Cathoilc. And no, there's no one else.

So, what's he saying exactly about all of it?

That pain's part of life. That I need to earn what I have and I should turn to the Bible when I'm lustful. If you want to fuckin' read it, just ask.

I don't want to read it unless you want me to.

This might just be a result of my upbringing and years of dealing with crazy people? But I seriously think if you've got a bad feeling about this guy, don't tell him anything, not unless you've got a good reason to trust him. I know it's tough not having people to talk to who really get this kind of thing - believe me, I do - but just because I want someone to talk to about Gotham nightlife related stuff doesn't mean I'm going to open up to Nygma, you know? Why does it have to be someone who's a Catholic? Are you sure this guy even is?

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