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Dick Grayson ([personal profile] batmanschmatman) wrote2011-02-05 12:49 am

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So, it is a common thing for more people to just vanish when we get closer to the end of the month, or am I just trying to see patterns that aren't really there?

[Private to Will Graham]

You got a second? I've got a couple questions for you.

[Private to Howie]

You busy?

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 01:07 am (UTC)(link)
It's... well, talking to John isn't necessarily a bad thing, as long as you're aware that where he's coming from is a very twisted take on religion. Having said that - I can see where he's coming from. I'm not Catholic, and it's a very specific approach and culture to God. I wouldn't pretend to be part of that.

That being said, I'd be quite happy to talk to him about God. I'm quite happy to talk to anyone who wants to, to be honest. So absolutely, you can send him my way, and I have talked to him on and off on the subject, but I understand that the difference between me and him, I imagine, is not an easy one to overcome.

If it helps, and I haven't told many people this, really, but I was all but ordained as a priest, once. But, again, a Protestant one.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 01:21 am (UTC)(link)
I think it's certainly the best way to approach it, but equally, as long as he's aware that John isn't trustworthy and he should be careful, it might be for the best. That being said, if I were him, and someone wanted to force me to talk to a Catholic about God, I wouldn't be too happy.

You don't need to talk to me about religious cults. At all.

Anything I can do, I'll be quite happy to, because Costigan doesn't deserve a guy like John messing up his head about guilt and atonement. Which I imagine is his general theme, and really, nobody needs that.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 01:41 am (UTC)(link)
I think talking from a distance is of less harm than meeting with him - I'm not quite sure myself what John's actual problem is, but from talking to him, I think he believes himself some kind of sword of God, some kind of instrument of punishment, perhaps.

I'm not sure Costigan would be the first target of something like that, but he might be the sort of man he looks to get to help him. I imagine this is all things you could get off his warden instead of me. I'm just making educated guesses.

It is frustrating, though. Feel free to offer me as someone to talk to,and I'll try to be as open and understanding as I can with the whole Catholic and Protestant difference, but it's a different way of being educated and growing up, so I'll understand why he'd find that difficult.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 02:26 am (UTC)(link)
I would say... possibly. I think he might have tried to persuade me to join his cause, but equally, I think he's the sort of man who's quite happy being a lone vigilante type. He likes seeing himself above the rest of us, I'm not entirely sure, as some sort of ultimate judgement from God that nobody else can have. So this... would make him more likely to act alone, in my mind, so I don't think he's actively looking for someone to help.

I've never, personally, been one for religious politics. I personally believe that if everyone can love each other like they love God, and don't believe they're part of some elite club, then things might be a damn sight better. That being said, there's some element of cultural difference; for example, I was brought up with a specific kind of work ethic, a specific kind of self-restraint, the idea of living my life in Christ. My fiancee, who was a different, stricter kind of Protestant, was brought up without drinking alcohol, with a very, very strict Sabbath, with the concept of bearing witness. And then Catholics, I imagine, are brought up with the concepts of Confession and forgiveness through that, and... I don't know, aside from the obvious differences, it's a cultural thing, it's how you're brought up, and where you're brought up and why.

And that's a very hard thing to have to compromise, when those elements of your culture are things which you believe are God's truth.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 02:50 am (UTC)(link)
I think he's always actively selecting victims. I think the way he sees the world is mired in sin, apart from him, and... it wouldn't surprise me if nearly anyone could be a victim, especially here.

I do come from a quite religious part of the world, I have to admit. It's... important to us.

I think he is a Catholic, and he definitely has some kind of thing for the Inferno, from the way he talked to Judas, by my guess. I think... he's not a dangerous man to talk to. But he's a dangerous man to pay attention to.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 03:13 am (UTC)(link)
Don't worry, it's half my intent in talking to him anyway, keeping an eye on that.

I'd advise anyone who wasn't certain in their faith not to talk to him, or to take him incredibly skeptically. As I imagine what he says sounds incredibly tempting if you're not secure in what you believe. But I can't speak for Costigan on that.

It does as much dividing as uniting at times, unfortunately.

Re: private

[identity profile] kingfor-aday.livejournal.com 2011-02-06 01:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I think, if he came to talk to you about it anyway, he's suspicious enough for himself, so he should trust you on that.