[ How does he react how does he react his mind won't stop running but he has no answers.
He can't deal with this. He doesn't know how to deal with this. He has contingency plans for the most absurd and dangerous of situations but he doesn't know what to do when his son tells him he loves him.
You saved me, he wants to say. You came to my life and dragged me out of the darkness that wanted to swallow me whole. You kept it away just by being you.
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He can't deal with this. He doesn't know how to deal with this. He has contingency plans for the most absurd and dangerous of situations but he doesn't know what to do when his son tells him he loves him.
You saved me, he wants to say. You came to my life and dragged me out of the darkness that wanted to swallow me whole. You kept it away just by being you.
He has the words. He doesn't have the voice. ]